I Died 7 years ago. Ok, should have died a few years ago to be completely honest. Up until that point I led a pretty good life or at least the earlier years had been pretty good. Lived in a nice house with both my parents and brother and sister. We always had food to eat, ate dinner together and spent endless hour outside riding bikes and playing. My dad’s brother even built right next door and added a cement pond in the backyard. School brought new people, books, challenges, knowledge and skills each year and I eventually learned to read, write, add, spell (still working on this) and well other stuff. New schools, new friends, teachers etc/ and then work… Now, I have graduated from years of study at various hopitals and from the looks of things I will be around for a while longer. Just take my stoopid pills (yes, the spelling is correct), eat all my veggies, stay off my feet, excercise, keep a positive outlook, stay away from bad things…………..whoa, hold the phone darlin’, stay away from BAD THINGS ????!!!!! Yes, there is a list stuff, like red meat,BBQ pork, salt, soda, potato chips, pork chops, fat, butter, milk, white bread, choclate, ice cream, candy, cakes, pies, donuts, motorcycles, horseback riding. stress, fast cars and fast women. There is more, much more…pages and pages more. Just eat my veggie burger, my meatless meatloaf, my tofu, quinonia(?), bean curd patty and shut up !
ALL THINGS CONSIDERED…. Life is pretty good. I have survived almost bleeding to death from a burst blood vessel in my belly, lived through a stroke without having and paralysis or other long term effects. Still need a liver transplant according to the Dr.’s and that is a whole different kettle of fish and can’t even get on the list at this point. The days keep passing by one at a time and I am doing the best I can and it is not enough in my opinion. Try to gain some forward momentum or make some progress, but it has been so slow its like tyring to watch grass grow. Feels like I have been buried in sand up to neck in sand. The government has promised to do a feasibility study to see if I need help as soon as I fill out a 60 page application along with a detailed financial forecast , a DNA sample, a clearance letter from my Dr. stating that I will be able to survive being unburied along with more tests, meetings, commitee reviews and all that sort of thing. I have already done tons of research and have spent countless hours learning and trying new things and I have come to a few basic conclusions. Try again and again, try harder, smarter, longer and never, never, ever give up. Hope you all have a Great Labor Day my friends. Live, love, laugh, swim, play, swim, dance and BBQ for tomorrow is another of effort, work and that uphill battle we call life.